It's hard for me all the time. Girls are always flirting with you, weather you realize it or not, they are. I go back on your facebook and see things I really wish I hadn't seen. Messages from one of my best friends, Status's about your ex girlfriends and how much you "loved" them. It hurts, even if you don't think it's a big deal or not. It still in a way bugs me how some of them aren't over you. The looks they give you eveyday, they worry me. Sometimes I feel like what if I'm not enough for you? No matter how many times you tell me you love me, no matter how many times you say I don't ever want anybody else. There's always this thought in the back of my mind that your gonna find someone you have more things in common with, someone who's prettier, smarter. Enough to replace me. That's the scariest thing for me.
Eh, small rant. I just feel jealous and scared right now.
-Hannah Marie Ditter
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